Monday, July 26, 2010

Why I Write


I do not write because I understand. I write in order to understand.


Writing for me has become a deeply transformational spiritual discipline.

I started blogging 13 years ago. I felt like I was entering a wilderness of my own. I see my blogging as a way to map my spiritual journey. Little did I know what the future had in store . . . a deep and excruciating depression, divorce, loss of my kids halftime to joint custody, job loss, loss of health benefits, foreclosure of the home my children were born in; and I turned 50 all that spring. My wilderness was like an earthquake that left nothing unturned. So each time I post, like the Israelites in the wilderness, it was a monument to something new (a new perspective or insight or a new set of questions) that I must REMEMBER. So like the Israelites, I go back to my “monuments”, my altars of stone, my piles of rocks, regularly. I want to make sure I never forget my own pain and its transformation of my heart nor do I ever want to forget the pain of others. I now can enter in to their pain with them and just be there with them. See more here: The Way of Compassion and The Way of the Brokenhearted